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Thursday, 19 February 2009

Random rants

I was looking at my MSN Messenger for inspiration.

I jumped through it and other stuff, pondering on what to write.

I decided that all of it was too distracting and focused on blogger.com.

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As usual, it is the end of the week, and I am back home again. Weekends mean to me: FULL Internet access, family, and NBA. Any other surprises, I don't know.

Since I don't know a lot of things, I am using the old friendly note-form for this post:


  • Living outside on my own, I get to see stuff. Stuff that merely exists in the form of words and stories when I was in school. Some stuff is cool. Some is shit. And when I say shit, they say 'sshhh, it's common'. Well well well. Common shit. So if it is shit, but everyone is practising it, it is good. Interesting doctrine. Ostensible.


  • Studying at Kemayan ATC, I am thrusted in a new environment with new challenges. Language is a main obstacle for me, verbally. I have not figured out what is it, but I find a reluctance to speak in class. I just find it simply hard to open my mouth. Whether it is something Chinese education had drummed into me or it is just me being me, I hope to overcome this fast. Candour is something I lack and it is giving me some problems now, and if no correction is done, in the future.

That's all I can think for now.

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

quote:
"...but I find a reluctance to speak in class."

let it come naturally,no?=)

about the 'common shit',as you term it, even if you roll your eyes and shut up bout it,you're making an active decision by *not* going down the same road, in a way...
but it's alarming,yep.

Kae Vin said...

lol.

Having problem adapting to a totally new environment?

XD

Niel said...

khiahsu: well it better come faster xD.

specialhuman: problems after i adapted -__-