Nobody

There is nobody.

Nobody forced you, but you did it anyway. There is no duress, there is your choice. In the end you can blame no one, and no one is willing to be blamed by you, but then again, blaming takes away most of the shame.

I hear people saying they do not have the luxury of a choice, and that's me included, but I know that we make a choice by our self, and nothing else.

Continue again some other time.